May 4, 2025
Easter 3

“Jesus stood on the beach; but the disciples did not know that it was Jesus.” and, later, “None of the disciples dared to ask him who he was because they knew it was the Lord.”

Friends, please be seated.

We find ourself caught in a moment in time between a federal election that holds the possibility of a reset from the toxicity which has characterized federal politics of late – last week’s big thing – and the election of a new pope who is successor to Francis who never allowed prevailing theological winds to get in the way of loving his neighbour – this coming week’s big thing.

In the middle we confront a Gospel wherein Jesus’ closest companions are at first clueless as to who he is and then, when they finally get it, are afraid to rejoice with him and we’re left with a “what does this even mean” sort of statement that “none of Jesus’ disciples dared to ask Jesus who Jesus was because they knew it was Jesus. Dared? Hmm.

Some years ago, James and Paula opened their home to us where they were staying in Gourock, a village of 10,000 in the west of Scotland. One day, they took us on a day trip to Glasgow where we visited the Kelvingrove Art Gallery and Museum. I knew nothing of their collection or anything else.

We were making our way through the collection, turned a corner, and there 7 feet by 4 feet in a niche was Salvador Dali’s Christ of Saint John of the Cross – one of the great works of western European art of the 20th century. It depicts the Christ on the cross – no thorns, no nails, no gore – in a jet-black sky floating over the earth. Dali’s design came to him in a dream.

It is based on a sketch by St. John of the Cross – theologian and artist – who lived exactly 400 year earlier. Dali would write that this cosmic Christ was a transformation of the nucleus of the atom – the binding force of the universe as he understood it. That’s his language. Christ as the binding force of the universe.

The perspective and physicality of the painting are unusual. To create the effect Dali hired a movie stuntman to be suspended from the rafters so that he could achieve both perspective and the muscular definition of Christ’s body.

The world over which Christ hangs reveals a body of water which is the bay of Port Lligat, Dalí’s home, a tiny village on the Mediterranean Sea. That’s a fishing boat we see at the bottom of the painting. And a fisher. As in today’s Gospel, Christ is encountered in the context of the life of “ordinary” fisher-folk, but now he appears, suspended over their world, strangely out of reach.

Dali was an artist who depicted and interpreted the reality he knew which included the central themes of his time (the atomic age of the 1940’s and 50’s), his dreams and his day-to-day world. His faith is prominent. His Christ is assertive, exceptional in his un-marred-in-death perfection. The work of earlier artists and theologues informed his own – that of Doctor of the Church and capable sketcher, John of the Cross, in particular. Dali took account of the world around him. He lived in a fishing village and it shows. Could almost be the Sea of Galilee.

John, of the Gospel of John, is a literary artist. He depicts and interprets the reality he knew, a hundred years after the birth of Jesus, the sense of resurrection of his time, his dreams, his day-to-day world. His faith is prominent. His Christ is differently assertive, differently exceptional. His Jesus speaks, literarily, in a way unlike Jesus in any other Gospel. I am … the way, the light, the resurrection. I am … The work of earlier artists informed his own. He transforms the work of other Gospel writers and reimagines the world of Jesus. He takes account of the world around him and of such realities as informed and were informed by his journey of faith. John’s depiction of the Christ is very Dali-esque. It breaks with the conventions of his time. It’s almost over the top, yet thoughtful and arresting, and important.

In John’s account of the resurrected Jesus, where he encounters people he’d journeyed with for years, they sort of recognize him … but they don’t. He’s familiar but he’s distant.

None of the disciples dared ask Jesus who Jesus was because they knew it was Jesus. That’s a very strange sentence to write. Dared? Jesus’ closest followers – the ones who get named in the Gospel – they recognize him, eventually, sort-of, but are paralyzed, un-affected. There’s no rejoicing. And I’ve often wondered under what circumstances we might not ask someone who they are because we already know.

I think John is hinting at a kind of failure on the part of his own community to recognize the Christ in its own midst and a sort of shame or embarrassment that goes along with that moral failure. To put it more bluntly, sometimes we don’t quite want to admit the identity of Christ in our midst when we know full well that Christ is present but can’t quite get around how he is, who she is, where he is, what they say or maybe the company he keeps.

Between the red victory of the Liberals and the red conclave of the cardinals, red dresses will hang from trees, tomorrow, a reminder of people –the missing and murdered—once … and sometimes still … un-remembered, unrecognized, un-loved  people in whom we have always affirmed the presence of Christ but sometimes acted as if it were not so.  We sometimes find it hard to recognize or honour the Christ in our midst.

For Dali, Christ was the binding force of the universe and hovered above human reality. An image of Jesus almost too muscular, too un-abused and un-depleted by his encounter with Rome and the underbelly of his own world. In the Gospel of John, the Christ shows up for breakfast or in locked rooms where people cowered for fear. The Resurrected Christ just shows up. Dali represents a theological perspectival remoteness while John is into “here, have some breakfast” and “feed by sheep” closeness.

I admired Pope Francis. More John; less Dali. He could see the Christ in people he’d been taught not to. The Muslim? Washed his feet. The Transgender? Invited them to his table. First Peoples? Apologized. And he visited the prisoner. Even in death. He never let a prevailing compass lead him from the way of loving his neighbour.

I hope for more of the same when the smoke rises this week. I am hopeful. I long for more of the same with the First Peoples of this land. I am hopeful. I look for more of the same in the parliament of Canada.  For love to trump other and unworthy instincts. And I am hopeful.

Silence for reflection.

And may the church say “Amen”. Amen.

André Lavergne CWA (Pastor)
Honourary Assistant,
Church of St. John the Evangelist, Kitchener.

Baptismal Service

Creed

Celebrant
Do you believe in God the Father?

People
I believe in God,
The Father almighty,
creator of heaven and earth.

Celebrant
Do you believe in Jesus Christ, the Son of God?

People
I believe in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord.
He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit
and born of the Virgin Mary.
He suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died, and was buried.
He descended to the dead.
On the third day he rose again.
He ascended into heaven,
and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
He will come again
to judge the living and the dead.

Celebrant
Do you believe in God the Holy Spirit?

People
I believe in God the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic Church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting.

Covenant

Celebrant
Will you continue in the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in the prayers?

People 
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you persevere in resisting evil and, whenever you fall into sin, repent and return to the Lord?

People
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you proclaim by word and example the good news of God in Christ?

People
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you seek and serve Christ in all persons, loving your neighbour as yourself?

People 
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you strive for justice and peace among all people, and respect the dignity of every human being?

People
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you strive to safeguard the integrity of God’s creation, and respect, sustain and renew the life of the Earth?

People
I will, with God’s help.

Angus Sinclair

Angus Sinclair was appointed Director of Music of St. John the Evangelist on February 1, 2023. Having graduated in 1981 (Honours B.Mus.) in organ performance from Wilfrid Laurier University, he went on to distinguish himself as a church musician, recitalist and accompanist touring in both Canada and the UK. For over 40 years Angus has served parishes and congregations throughout Southwestern Ontario as director of music. He experiences his present appointment to St. John’s as a welcome homecoming, both spiritually and musically.

At St. John’s, Angus is able to indulge his love for Anglican liturgy and the Anglican choral tradition by directing our dedicated choir in preparing service music and masterworks from St. John’s extensive choral library. Angus’s own repertoire of organ music allows him to enrich worship at St. John’s with countless voluntaries spanning centuries of the church music tradition. Angus has also composed music in several different genres, and is an accomplished improviser.

 As our parish musician, he provides both support and leadership so that a variety of parish programs can find musical expression and attract participation. When our handbell choir is in season, he is one of our ringers. At parish dinners, he provides popular piano music for the guests to dine by. For both worship services and concerts, he will rehearse and accompany vocal and instrumental soloists from our congregation on piano, organ, or even accordion.

Audiences throughout Canada recognize Angus as the accompanist for The Three Cantors whose concerts and CDs raised over $1 million between 1997 to 2016 for the Huron Hunger Fund/Primate’s World Relief and Development Fund, now named Alongside Hope. For their outstanding service to the Church, Angus and The Three Cantors (William Cliff, David Pickett, and Peter Wall) each received Honorary Senior Fellowships from Renison College (UW) and Honorary Doctor of Divinity (DD) degrees from Huron University College (Western University).

Beyond St. John’s, Angus frequently accompanies mezzo-soprano Autumn Debassige in concert, and on the fourth Sunday of each month (September through June), he serves as the duty organist at Evensong for the Choir of St. George’s Anglican Church, London, Andrew Keegan Mackriell, Conductor. Two or three times a year, Angus is the assisting organist for concerts given by the Parry Sound Choral Collective, William McArton, Conductor.

In collaboration with our rector, Angus is responsible for the design of worship at St. John’s. His duties include programming music, service playing for regular liturgies and occasional services, and directing our choir, in addition to working with a variety of soloists, instrumentalists and ensembles.)

The Rev. André Lavergne CWA, Assistant Priest

As an Honorary Assistant, André preaches occasionally at worship and assists in various ministries as opportunities arise. André maintains a Rota of lay people to read and pray at worship, together with a schedule of people to write the Prayers of the People for Sundays and occasional services.

Ordained in the Evangelical Lutheran Church in Canada (ELCIC) in 1980, André has served Lutheran parishes in Baden, Mannheim and New Hamburg. He has served as national Worship officer for the ELCIC and, for the last decade of his working career, served as Ecumenical and Interfaith officer while also staffing the ELCIC’s Faith Order and Doctrine Committee.

In 2006, André received the Eastern Synod’s Leadership Award for Exemplary Service and in 2016 he was named a Companion of the Worship Arts (CWA).

Since 2014, André and his wife, Barbara, have resided in Waterloo where they tend a garden and welcome friends and family.

The Rev. Dr. Eileen Scully, Assistant Priest

Eileen Scully was baptized at St. John the Evangelist, confirmed, sang in the choir as an adolescent, and was married here. She then went off into some ecumenical wanderings and theological studies before returning to the parish recently as an honorary assistant. She has a PhD in Systematic Theology from St. Michael’s College, Toronto and taught for a time. 

Eileen works for the General Synod, the national body of The Anglican Church of Canada, as Director of Faith, Worship, and Ministry, keeping office space at St John’s for that work during the week. She works principally in liturgical development, helping to create resources for worship, including new liturgical texts, and connects with Anglicans across the country in networks to support ministry and Christian formation. 

Eileen was ordained deacon in 2009 and priested in 2010.

The Rev. Scott McLeod

Scott is the Chaplain at Renison College at the University of Waterloo. He was ordained and started working in parish ministry in the Anglican Church in 2005 on the West Coast of Canada in Victoria, BC, in the Diocese of BC. After completing a curacy and serving in a few parishes as rector, part of a team ministry and as associate at the Cathedral, Scott and his family moved to Niagara. He continued in parish ministry and served as associate priest for seven years at St. George’s in St. Catharines, before moving to Kitchener and starting at Renison in February 2022.

Scott studied Theology at the Vancouver School of Theology in Vancouver, BC, and before that did his undergraduate studies in Toronto at UofT completing a Bachelor of Music, Performance degree specializing in Jazz music.

The Ven. Ken Cardwell, Assistant Priest

As an Honorary Assistant Ken assists with worship services and preaches on occasion.

Ken is a graduate of Hamilton Teachers’ College, McMaster University, and Huron College. Ken retired in 2003 after 34 years as a parish priest in the Dioceses of Niagara, Keewatin and Moosonee. He also served as Archdeacon of Brock. For ten years after retirement Ken served in a number of Interim Ministry positions for parishes in transition. Ken and his wife Sarah moved to Kitchener in 2013.

The Reverend James Brown, Assistant Priest

As an Honorary Assistant, James preaches and presides occasionally at worship, and chairs the Stewardship Working Group. During the six months of Preston’s sabbatical in 2024, he served as Deputy Rector.

Ordained in the Evangelical Lutheran Church in Canada in 1991, James served Lutheran parishes in Stratford and Waterloo until his retirement in 2015. As part of a summer exchange with the Rev. Glenn Chestnutt, he was licensed by the West Paisley Presbytery and the Church of Scotland to serve the congregation of St. John’s, Gourock, UK from 2010-2016. In 2019-2020, he served as Interim Priest-in-Charge of St. Columba Anglican Church, Waterloo.

A lifelong, self-confessed ecumaniac, James is Chair of the Steering Committee of Christians Together Waterloo Region (successor organization to the Kitchener-Waterloo Council of Churches). For 27 years, he served as an on-call chaplain at Grand River Hospital, now named Waterloo Regional Health Network @ Midtown.

James’ first career was also in the Church. For 25 years he was organist or director of music for churches in London, St. Thomas, Brantford, and Kitchener.

James and his wife, Paula, live in Baden, Ontario.

Autumn Debassige, Parish Administrator

Autumn Debassige has served as St. John’s Parish Administrator since 2023, bringing years of service-oriented and management experience to this important role. Aside from her administrative duties for us, Autumn is a professional mezzo-soprano soloist and alto chorister. Visit her website to learn more!)

Angus Sinclair, Director of Music

Angus Sinclair was appointed Director of Music of St. John the Evangelist on February 1, 2023. Having graduated in 1981 (Honours B.Mus.) in organ performance from Wilfrid Laurier University, he went on to distinguish himself as a church musician, recitalist and accompanist touring in both Canada and the UK. For over 40 years Angus has served parishes and congregations throughout Southwestern Ontario as director of music. He experiences his present appointment to St. John’s as a welcome homecoming, both spiritually and musically.

At St. John’s, Angus is able to indulge his love for Anglican liturgy and the Anglican choral tradition by directing our dedicated choir in preparing service music and masterworks from St. John’s extensive choral library. Angus’s own repertoire of organ music allows him to enrich worship at St. John’s with countless voluntaries spanning centuries of the church music tradition. Angus has also composed music in several different genres, and is an accomplished improviser.

As our parish musician, he provides both support and leadership so that a variety of parish programs can find musical expression and attract participation. When our handbell choir is in season, he is one of our ringers. At parish dinners, he provides popular piano music for the guests to dine by. For both worship services and concerts, he will rehearse and accompany vocal and instrumental soloists from our congregation on piano, organ, or even accordion.

Audiences throughout Canada recognize Angus as the accompanist for The Three Cantors whose concerts and CDs raised over $1 million between 1997 to 2016 for the Huron Hunger Fund/Primate’s World Relief and Development Fund, now named Alongside Hope. For their outstanding service to the Church, Angus and The Three Cantors (William Cliff, David Pickett, and Peter Wall) each received Honorary Senior Fellowships from Renison College (UW) and Honorary Doctor of Divinity (DD) degrees from Huron University College (Western University).

Beyond St. John’s, Angus frequently accompanies mezzo-soprano Autumn Debassige in concert, and on the fourth Sunday of each month (September through June), he serves as the duty organist at Evensong for the Choir of St. George’s Anglican Church, London, Andrew Keegan Mackriell, Conductor. Two or three times a year, Angus is the assisting organist for concerts given by the Parry Sound Choral Collective, William McArton, Conductor.

In collaboration with our rector, Angus is responsible for the design of worship at St. John’s. His duties include programming music, service playing for regular liturgies and occasional services, and directing our choir, in addition to working with a variety of soloists, instrumentalists and ensembles.

The Rev. Canon Preston Parsons, PhD, Rector

After working in youth and camping ministry in Winnipeg and Northwestern Ontario, Preston began his training for the priesthood in Berkeley California in 2001. Following his ordinations in 2004 and 2005, Preston served as a hospital chaplain in Sacramento, California; not long after, he was appointed to St. Mary Magdalene, a multi-cultural parish in the south end of Winnipeg.

In 2012, Preston moved to England, where he pursued a PhD in Christian Theology at the University of Cambridge, while serving as Priest Vicar at St. John’s College, and Director of Studies at Westminster College.

Preston moved to Waterloo in 2017 with his wife, Karen Sunabacka, who took a position as Associate Professor of Music at Conrad Grebel University College.