Second Sunday in Lent, rcl yr a, 2023
GENESIS 12:1-4a; PSALM 121; ROMANS 4:1-5, 13-17; JOHN 3:1-17

and yet you do not understand these things

There’s a lot to like about Nicodemus. It’s easy to imagine Nicodemus as a searcher, it’s like he knows there’s something in his life that doesn’t sit quite right; and so he’s on a quest. And then he hears about this man Jesus, a wonderworker, he hears people beginning to say some extraordinary things about this Jesus. And so Nicodemus searches Jesus out, and Nicodemus finds him.

There is some question though about Nicodemus, in particular about the quality of his faith in Jesus. Is Nicodemus a faithful believer in Jesus? Is he a disciple? Or is he someone who is more an example of a failure to believe, and failure to understand just what Jesus is all about?

He does seem to start off well. He does seek out, and find, Jesus.

But … he comes by night. This is not so good. In John’s Gospel, you stumble at night; Judas leaves Jesus, and betrays him, at night. Night is when you hide what you are doing—out of shame, or because you just don’t want to be found out. So Nicodemus coming to Jesus at night? Maybe he isn’t quite a disciple of Jesus—or if he is, he certainly doesn’t want anyone else to know that he is.

But when Nicodemus starts speaking, we begin to think, yeah, dude gets it. As readers of John’s Gospel, we know already many things: that the Word of God was with, and is, God; this Word of God is so close to God, that we can say that this Word of God is just as God as God is God. So when Nicodemus says “Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher who has come from God; for no one can do these signs that you do apart from the presence of God.” We can see how Nicodemus gets it: Jesus is deeply connected to God. Jesus has come from God, according to Nicodemus; Jesus can’t do signs apart from the presence of God, says Nicodemus. This is surely the faith of a disciple!

But then, when Nicodemus next opens his mouth, it’s just to put his foot in it, completely misunderstanding what Jesus means when he speaks about being born again. Jesus is speaking in rich terms about the kingdom of God, the kingdom where the Spirit reigns, and surprises us. And all Nicodemus can think about is his mother. And then Nicodemus opens his mouth for the last time, saying, “How can these things be.” To which Jesus says, and you think you are a teacher? And yet you do not understand these things. Nick, you know nothing, really. At least, nothing rightly or well.

So the jury is out on Nicodemus. He’s a searcher, but he’s not quite sure if he really wants everyone to know that he’s really into this Jesus guy. He does get that Jesus comes from God. But then he doesn’t quite clue into some really basic things about the way Jesus speaks about God’s kingdom and the freedom of the Spirit of God.

There are two reasons I think we are allowed to at least imagine that Nicodemus is some variety of follower of Jesus though. Sure, he isn’t called a disciple, he doesn’t get a story about dropping all his gear and following Jesus.

But the first reason we can at least imagine that Nicodemus could be a follower of Jesus: Nicodemus doesn’t appear to go away or leave Jesus. All we hear after the Nicodemus story is that “Jesus and his disciples went into the Judean countryside.” No news about Nick’s travel plans.

Nicodemus does appear two more times in John’s Gospel. Once to defend Jesus before the Sanhedrin, and another time to take Jesus down from the cross with Joseph of Arimathea, bringing a king’s ransom’s worth of precious oil and perfume for Jesus’s embalming.

But for now, we are left with the question: could Nick now be hanging out with Jesus and the other disciples? This “hanging out with Jesus” thing is important in John’s Gospel. So much so in fact that we usually know, when someone encounters Jesus, where they go afterwards.

The disciples clearly follow Jesus; the Samaritan Woman leaves the presence of Jesus to tell others about him; the official whose son was ill goes on his way, believing; the paralyzed man at the pool picks up his mat and walks away; Jesus’ brothers leave him and go up to the Feast of Tabernacles; Jesus tells the woman caught in adultery to go on her way; and the man born blind goes off to wash in the pool of Siloam.

But Nicodemus? We aren’t told, one way or another.

It’s a clever device of John’s, isn’t it? The ambiguity of Nicodemus asks questions of us. What do we think about those who know there’s something about this Jesus guy, but might not be ready to openly crack open their Bible at work on a lunch break? What do we think about those who keep asking all the wrong questions? Or those of us who just keep getting it wrong?

This thing about getting it wrong brings me to the second reason we can at least imagine that Nicodemus could be a follower of Jesus. It’s Nicodemus who prompts Jesus to say some things we desperately need to hear, things we may never have heard otherwise. Things about love; things about life; about God’s way, which is not a way of condemnation, but is rather a way of mercy, of compassion, a way of forgiveness.

So I think we can imagine Nicodemus showing up on a regular basis. That sometimes with the disciples on the road with Jesus, everyone sitting around the fire in the dark, sipping on hot chocolate and mulled wine, that Nicodemus would just wander out of the bushes and into the light. And that maybe the disciples rolled their eyes a bit, and maybe Jesus did too.

But what the disciples really know is that when Nicodemus comes in out of the dark, and asks his questions, and says some crazy stuff that hardly makes sense—that this is when they should listen in. Because when Nick is around, they know that Jesus says the sorts of things they know they long to hear.

Like what we hear this time, when Nicodemus first seeks out Jesus, when Nicodemus says, “How can these things be?”, and when Jesus first says oh Nick, “and yet you do not understand these things,” but then says the sort of thing our hearts long to hear: that God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him would not perish but have eternal life. Indeed, that God did not send the Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.

Baptismal Service

Creed

Celebrant
Do you believe in God the Father?

People
I believe in God,
The Father almighty,
creator of heaven and earth.

Celebrant
Do you believe in Jesus Christ, the Son of God?

People
I believe in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord.
He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit
and born of the Virgin Mary.
He suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died, and was buried.
He descended to the dead.
On the third day he rose again.
He ascended into heaven,
and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
He will come again
to judge the living and the dead.

Celebrant
Do you believe in God the Holy Spirit?

People
I believe in God the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic Church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting.

Covenant

Celebrant
Will you continue in the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in the prayers?

People 
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you persevere in resisting evil and, whenever you fall into sin, repent and return to the Lord?

People
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you proclaim by word and example the good news of God in Christ?

People
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you seek and serve Christ in all persons, loving your neighbour as yourself?

People 
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you strive for justice and peace among all people, and respect the dignity of every human being?

People
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you strive to safeguard the integrity of God’s creation, and respect, sustain and renew the life of the Earth?

People
I will, with God’s help.

Angus Sinclair

Angus Sinclair was appointed Director of Music of St. John the Evangelist on February 1, 2023. Having graduated in 1981 (Honours B.Mus.) in organ performance from Wilfrid Laurier University, he went on to distinguish himself as a church musician, recitalist and accompanist touring in both Canada and the UK. For over 40 years Angus has served parishes and congregations throughout Southwestern Ontario as director of music. He experiences his present appointment to St. John’s as a welcome homecoming, both spiritually and musically.

At St. John’s, Angus is able to indulge his love for Anglican liturgy and the Anglican choral tradition by directing our dedicated choir in preparing service music and masterworks from St. John’s extensive choral library. Angus’s own repertoire of organ music allows him to enrich worship at St. John’s with countless voluntaries spanning centuries of the church music tradition. Angus has also composed music in several different genres, and is an accomplished improviser.

 As our parish musician, he provides both support and leadership so that a variety of parish programs can find musical expression and attract participation. When our handbell choir is in season, he is one of our ringers. At parish dinners, he provides popular piano music for the guests to dine by. For both worship services and concerts, he will rehearse and accompany vocal and instrumental soloists from our congregation on piano, organ, or even accordion.

Audiences throughout Canada recognize Angus as the accompanist for The Three Cantors whose concerts and CDs raised over $1 million between 1997 to 2016 for the Huron Hunger Fund/Primate’s World Relief and Development Fund, now named Alongside Hope. For their outstanding service to the Church, Angus and The Three Cantors (William Cliff, David Pickett, and Peter Wall) each received Honorary Senior Fellowships from Renison College (UW) and Honorary Doctor of Divinity (DD) degrees from Huron University College (Western University).

Beyond St. John’s, Angus frequently accompanies mezzo-soprano Autumn Debassige in concert, and on the fourth Sunday of each month (September through June), he serves as the duty organist at Evensong for the Choir of St. George’s Anglican Church, London, Andrew Keegan Mackriell, Conductor. Two or three times a year, Angus is the assisting organist for concerts given by the Parry Sound Choral Collective, William McArton, Conductor.

In collaboration with our rector, Angus is responsible for the design of worship at St. John’s. His duties include programming music, service playing for regular liturgies and occasional services, and directing our choir, in addition to working with a variety of soloists, instrumentalists and ensembles.)

The Rev. André Lavergne CWA, Assistant Priest

As an Honorary Assistant, André preaches occasionally at worship and assists in various ministries as opportunities arise. André maintains a Rota of lay people to read and pray at worship, together with a schedule of people to write the Prayers of the People for Sundays and occasional services.

Ordained in the Evangelical Lutheran Church in Canada (ELCIC) in 1980, André has served Lutheran parishes in Baden, Mannheim and New Hamburg. He has served as national Worship officer for the ELCIC and, for the last decade of his working career, served as Ecumenical and Interfaith officer while also staffing the ELCIC’s Faith Order and Doctrine Committee.

In 2006, André received the Eastern Synod’s Leadership Award for Exemplary Service and in 2016 he was named a Companion of the Worship Arts (CWA).

Since 2014, André and his wife, Barbara, have resided in Waterloo where they tend a garden and welcome friends and family.

The Rev. Dr. Eileen Scully, Assistant Priest

Eileen Scully was baptized at St. John the Evangelist, confirmed, sang in the choir as an adolescent, and was married here. She then went off into some ecumenical wanderings and theological studies before returning to the parish recently as an honorary assistant. She has a PhD in Systematic Theology from St. Michael’s College, Toronto and taught for a time. 

Eileen works for the General Synod, the national body of The Anglican Church of Canada, as Director of Faith, Worship, and Ministry, keeping office space at St John’s for that work during the week. She works principally in liturgical development, helping to create resources for worship, including new liturgical texts, and connects with Anglicans across the country in networks to support ministry and Christian formation. 

Eileen was ordained deacon in 2009 and priested in 2010.

The Rev. Scott McLeod

Scott is the Chaplain at Renison College at the University of Waterloo. He was ordained and started working in parish ministry in the Anglican Church in 2005 on the West Coast of Canada in Victoria, BC, in the Diocese of BC. After completing a curacy and serving in a few parishes as rector, part of a team ministry and as associate at the Cathedral, Scott and his family moved to Niagara. He continued in parish ministry and served as associate priest for seven years at St. George’s in St. Catharines, before moving to Kitchener and starting at Renison in February 2022.

Scott studied Theology at the Vancouver School of Theology in Vancouver, BC, and before that did his undergraduate studies in Toronto at UofT completing a Bachelor of Music, Performance degree specializing in Jazz music.

The Ven. Ken Cardwell, Assistant Priest

As an Honorary Assistant Ken assists with worship services and preaches on occasion.

Ken is a graduate of Hamilton Teachers’ College, McMaster University, and Huron College. Ken retired in 2003 after 34 years as a parish priest in the Dioceses of Niagara, Keewatin and Moosonee. He also served as Archdeacon of Brock. For ten years after retirement Ken served in a number of Interim Ministry positions for parishes in transition. Ken and his wife Sarah moved to Kitchener in 2013.

The Reverend James Brown, Assistant Priest

As an Honorary Assistant, James preaches and presides occasionally at worship, and chairs the Stewardship Working Group. During the six months of Preston’s sabbatical in 2024, he served as Deputy Rector.

Ordained in the Evangelical Lutheran Church in Canada in 1991, James served Lutheran parishes in Stratford and Waterloo until his retirement in 2015. As part of a summer exchange with the Rev. Glenn Chestnutt, he was licensed by the West Paisley Presbytery and the Church of Scotland to serve the congregation of St. John’s, Gourock, UK from 2010-2016. In 2019-2020, he served as Interim Priest-in-Charge of St. Columba Anglican Church, Waterloo.

A lifelong, self-confessed ecumaniac, James is Chair of the Steering Committee of Christians Together Waterloo Region (successor organization to the Kitchener-Waterloo Council of Churches). For 27 years, he served as an on-call chaplain at Grand River Hospital, now named Waterloo Regional Health Network @ Midtown.

James’ first career was also in the Church. For 25 years he was organist or director of music for churches in London, St. Thomas, Brantford, and Kitchener.

James and his wife, Paula, live in Baden, Ontario.

Autumn Debassige, Parish Administrator

Autumn Debassige has served as St. John’s Parish Administrator since 2023, bringing years of service-oriented and management experience to this important role. Aside from her administrative duties for us, Autumn is a professional mezzo-soprano soloist and alto chorister. Visit her website to learn more!)

Angus Sinclair, Director of Music

Angus Sinclair was appointed Director of Music of St. John the Evangelist on February 1, 2023. Having graduated in 1981 (Honours B.Mus.) in organ performance from Wilfrid Laurier University, he went on to distinguish himself as a church musician, recitalist and accompanist touring in both Canada and the UK. For over 40 years Angus has served parishes and congregations throughout Southwestern Ontario as director of music. He experiences his present appointment to St. John’s as a welcome homecoming, both spiritually and musically.

At St. John’s, Angus is able to indulge his love for Anglican liturgy and the Anglican choral tradition by directing our dedicated choir in preparing service music and masterworks from St. John’s extensive choral library. Angus’s own repertoire of organ music allows him to enrich worship at St. John’s with countless voluntaries spanning centuries of the church music tradition. Angus has also composed music in several different genres, and is an accomplished improviser.

As our parish musician, he provides both support and leadership so that a variety of parish programs can find musical expression and attract participation. When our handbell choir is in season, he is one of our ringers. At parish dinners, he provides popular piano music for the guests to dine by. For both worship services and concerts, he will rehearse and accompany vocal and instrumental soloists from our congregation on piano, organ, or even accordion.

Audiences throughout Canada recognize Angus as the accompanist for The Three Cantors whose concerts and CDs raised over $1 million between 1997 to 2016 for the Huron Hunger Fund/Primate’s World Relief and Development Fund, now named Alongside Hope. For their outstanding service to the Church, Angus and The Three Cantors (William Cliff, David Pickett, and Peter Wall) each received Honorary Senior Fellowships from Renison College (UW) and Honorary Doctor of Divinity (DD) degrees from Huron University College (Western University).

Beyond St. John’s, Angus frequently accompanies mezzo-soprano Autumn Debassige in concert, and on the fourth Sunday of each month (September through June), he serves as the duty organist at Evensong for the Choir of St. George’s Anglican Church, London, Andrew Keegan Mackriell, Conductor. Two or three times a year, Angus is the assisting organist for concerts given by the Parry Sound Choral Collective, William McArton, Conductor.

In collaboration with our rector, Angus is responsible for the design of worship at St. John’s. His duties include programming music, service playing for regular liturgies and occasional services, and directing our choir, in addition to working with a variety of soloists, instrumentalists and ensembles.

The Rev. Canon Preston Parsons, PhD, Rector

After working in youth and camping ministry in Winnipeg and Northwestern Ontario, Preston began his training for the priesthood in Berkeley California in 2001. Following his ordinations in 2004 and 2005, Preston served as a hospital chaplain in Sacramento, California; not long after, he was appointed to St. Mary Magdalene, a multi-cultural parish in the south end of Winnipeg.

In 2012, Preston moved to England, where he pursued a PhD in Christian Theology at the University of Cambridge, while serving as Priest Vicar at St. John’s College, and Director of Studies at Westminster College.

Preston moved to Waterloo in 2017 with his wife, Karen Sunabacka, who took a position as Associate Professor of Music at Conrad Grebel University College.