The Sunday of the Resurrection: Easter Day, rcl yr a, 2023
ACTS 10:34-43; PSALM 118:1-2, 14-24; COLOSSIANS 3:1-4; JOHN 20:1-8

Set your minds on things that are above

I invite you today to bear witness with me to the outpouring of God’s love for us in a resurrection that gives us hope for our lives in the present; but today especially, I would invite you to bear witness with me to the outpouring of God’s love through a person we might least suspect; a woman on death row in the state of Georgia by the name of Kelly Gissendaner.

When Kelly was on death row, a number of years before her tragic, and senseless execution by the State of Georgia, and not long after her new, and surprising, but deepening faith—she entered a prison theology program. According to the grizzled chaplains with decades of experience in the penitentiary, Kelly’s experience was no “jailhouse religion,”— “It [was] not a superficial religious experience.” And the theology program she entered only deepened her faith even more.

Part of what happened was that she was slowly able to make an honest appraisal of her life, and the part she took in the murder of her husband; this honesty with herself before God led to honesty with her children, and led to reconciliation, through a supervised mediation program, a reconciliation with her children that was made possible first through God’s forgiveness, and then through the forgiveness of her children.

Kelly’s experience of faith did not lead her away from the irreparable damage she had done, but rather, her faith led her first to that wreckage—and then, building upon the wreckage she caused, she built a new life—a new life of hope, despite the fact  that her death hung over her each and every day she spent in prison.

One of the theologians that Kelly read was Jürgen Moltmann—an internationally renowned professor, known particularly for his theology of hope. Professor Moltmann’s own conversion had happened as a German prisoner of war in the World War 2 POW camps of the United Kingdom, where he was offered the opportunity to train as a pastor for post-war Germany. As Moltmann put it in his biography, “the fellow-sufferer who carries you, with your suffering, summon[s] up the courage to live again, and I was slowly seized by a great hope for the resurrection into God’s “wide space.””

And as this internationally renowned theologian became friends with Kelly, a woman learning theology on death row, they became companions on the way; and Kelly grew in a hope, the hope of a resurrection—but not a resurrection that would take place far away. Kelly believed in the resurrection of the body; in fact it was from here that she began her studies—on the foundation of God’s promise of a new life. And this hope for life after death gave her hope not for the future only, but for the present.

As the German Professor would put it in one of his letters to Kelly, “Resurrection means … Death will be no more, and hell is broken, and the separation from God will disappear …” In response, Kelly wrote, “the resurrection happened in this world. For Jesus himself and for us it means the renewal of human life, not escape from it.” Professor Moltmann responded writing that Kelly “deserve[d] the best grades in a doctoral seminar.”

What this would mean for Kelly was that she now had “a deeper hope,” as she puts it, “a deeper hope than I ever thought I could have within these prison walls!” Despite the whole world slowly closing in on her, she grew hopeful,hopeful in a resurrection that spoke to her future, but not simply her future after death, but her hope within her life even in her present, even in a life of incarceration intended to rob her of all hope. As her new friend and Professor put it in a letter to her, the “kingdom of God comes ‘on earth as in heaven.’” Including in Georgia’s Metro State Prison.

What this meant for Kelly, and for the prison in which she would live out those last years of her life, was that she was “uniquely positioned” “to provide hope for the most desperate [women] in a manner that no one else could possibly understand.” Kelly would risk disciplinary action by starting conversations with other women who were in lockdown with her, “speaking through the ventilation and plumbing systems that connected their cells.” Even the officers would say that Kelly made the dorm “less disruptive and more tolerable.” And that she was a “peacemaker.”

She would “reach out to scared, terrified young women and assure them that they could survive and … find peace” when they wouldn’t listen to or trust anyone else. One prisoner, speaking on Kelly’s behalf in the advocacy effort to get Kelly’s sentence commuted, had come to the lockdown unit screaming, having attempted suicide. But through her intervention, “Kelly stirred in me” she said “a new sight that allowed me to see that I had worthiness. I engaged myself in many different positive outlets and became a peer mentor at the same facility that I had been considered to be a disciplinary problem. At a place and at a time where I had once been hopeless, I had hope.”

Because Kelly was on death row, but incarcerated with people who weren’t, she was treated differently, as if she were a higher security threat. So whenever she was moved across the compound, she alone would have to wear handcuffs and have her feet shackled. Other prisoners were expected to turn their back on her and not speak to her as she was moved. But the respect that the prisoners had for Kelly was so high that in one of the most moving acts of disobedience, they would turn, “like a human wave,” and “face her and look her in the eye, or slightly turn away  but rotate their heads across their shoulders, and offer a simple ‘Hello, Kelly.’”

I wish I could end this sermon and say that the efforts made to have Kelly’s sentence commuted were successful, and that she was still on death row in Georgia, ministering to her inmates and friends, and still writing letters to eminent German Professors of Theology. Instead I have to say that she was executed by the State of Georgia according to an inhumane and unchristian system of retributive justice.

But what it still tells us, this story of Kelly Gissendaner, is that the resurrection is not about escape—it is about a hope in a future that can become real now. The resurrection doesn’t free us from the truth, but allows us to see the truth, to gaze upon the wreckage of our life, and know that there is hope—hope in Jesus, whose own crucifixion reveals the wreckage of this world, and the cruelty of this world. But we can gaze upon the wreckage, and even our part in it, because new life is built upon that wreckage. The victory of Jesus is not for saints—the victory of Jesus is for the sake of sinners; that is, the victory of Jesus is for the sake of us all. And it makes a difference in this world.

This is the grace of the resurrection—that the victory is already made sure in what God accomplishes for us and it changes us now. And if that is true, there is nothing to fear—not our past, nor even a state bent on killing its citizens. And we can have hope. The power of death and sin is vanquished. And it give us a hope that can transform the present—it can even transform the lockdown security unit in a Georgia women’s prison.

And so I will end with a few words from Kelly. Inviting you to bear witness with me to the love of God poured out for Kelly, and the love poured out through Kelly; a transforming love that can turn even the tough and the arrogant, the selfish and the bitter, into the loving and the hopeful.

One of her theology projects was a devotional journal she called A Journey of Hope. In the preface to her devotional, she writes this. “Over the course of the Certificate in Theology Program and through much reading and studying, I’ve learned that the Bible is not a book of saints, but of sinners and prisoners. God’s word is full of very real women and men; it tells of their failures, struggles, and sorrows.

But it also tells a story of their victories— won through the power of the God of Israel revealed in Jesus the Christ … Jesus Christ restored me,” she writes; I am no longer bent on destruction, but filled with new life and love.”

I owe credit, a great deal of credit, to Jennifer McBride and her book You Shall Not Condemn: A Story of Faith and Advocacy on Death Row, published by Cascade Books in 2022, for this sermon. All quotations (unless otherwise noted) are from this publication. If you would like to know more about Kelly, and her extraordinary, tragic story, seek out McBride’s book.

~Preston

Baptismal Service

Creed

Celebrant
Do you believe in God the Father?

People
I believe in God,
The Father almighty,
creator of heaven and earth.

Celebrant
Do you believe in Jesus Christ, the Son of God?

People
I believe in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord.
He was conceived by the power of the Holy Spirit
and born of the Virgin Mary.
He suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died, and was buried.
He descended to the dead.
On the third day he rose again.
He ascended into heaven,
and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
He will come again
to judge the living and the dead.

Celebrant
Do you believe in God the Holy Spirit?

People
I believe in God the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic Church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting.

Covenant

Celebrant
Will you continue in the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, in the breaking of bread, and in the prayers?

People 
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you persevere in resisting evil and, whenever you fall into sin, repent and return to the Lord?

People
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you proclaim by word and example the good news of God in Christ?

People
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you seek and serve Christ in all persons, loving your neighbour as yourself?

People 
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you strive for justice and peace among all people, and respect the dignity of every human being?

People
I will, with God’ s help.

Celebrant
Will you strive to safeguard the integrity of God’s creation, and respect, sustain and renew the life of the Earth?

People
I will, with God’s help.

Angus Sinclair

Angus Sinclair was appointed Director of Music of St. John the Evangelist on February 1, 2023. Having graduated in 1981 (Honours B.Mus.) in organ performance from Wilfrid Laurier University, he went on to distinguish himself as a church musician, recitalist and accompanist touring in both Canada and the UK. For over 40 years Angus has served parishes and congregations throughout Southwestern Ontario as director of music. He experiences his present appointment to St. John’s as a welcome homecoming, both spiritually and musically.

At St. John’s, Angus is able to indulge his love for Anglican liturgy and the Anglican choral tradition by directing our dedicated choir in preparing service music and masterworks from St. John’s extensive choral library. Angus’s own repertoire of organ music allows him to enrich worship at St. John’s with countless voluntaries spanning centuries of the church music tradition. Angus has also composed music in several different genres, and is an accomplished improviser.

 As our parish musician, he provides both support and leadership so that a variety of parish programs can find musical expression and attract participation. When our handbell choir is in season, he is one of our ringers. At parish dinners, he provides popular piano music for the guests to dine by. For both worship services and concerts, he will rehearse and accompany vocal and instrumental soloists from our congregation on piano, organ, or even accordion.

Audiences throughout Canada recognize Angus as the accompanist for The Three Cantors whose concerts and CDs raised over $1 million between 1997 to 2016 for the Huron Hunger Fund/Primate’s World Relief and Development Fund, now named Alongside Hope. For their outstanding service to the Church, Angus and The Three Cantors (William Cliff, David Pickett, and Peter Wall) each received Honorary Senior Fellowships from Renison College (UW) and Honorary Doctor of Divinity (DD) degrees from Huron University College (Western University).

Beyond St. John’s, Angus frequently accompanies mezzo-soprano Autumn Debassige in concert, and on the fourth Sunday of each month (September through June), he serves as the duty organist at Evensong for the Choir of St. George’s Anglican Church, London, Andrew Keegan Mackriell, Conductor. Two or three times a year, Angus is the assisting organist for concerts given by the Parry Sound Choral Collective, William McArton, Conductor.

In collaboration with our rector, Angus is responsible for the design of worship at St. John’s. His duties include programming music, service playing for regular liturgies and occasional services, and directing our choir, in addition to working with a variety of soloists, instrumentalists and ensembles.)

The Rev. André Lavergne CWA, Assistant Priest

As an Honorary Assistant, André preaches occasionally at worship and assists in various ministries as opportunities arise. André maintains a Rota of lay people to read and pray at worship, together with a schedule of people to write the Prayers of the People for Sundays and occasional services.

Ordained in the Evangelical Lutheran Church in Canada (ELCIC) in 1980, André has served Lutheran parishes in Baden, Mannheim and New Hamburg. He has served as national Worship officer for the ELCIC and, for the last decade of his working career, served as Ecumenical and Interfaith officer while also staffing the ELCIC’s Faith Order and Doctrine Committee.

In 2006, André received the Eastern Synod’s Leadership Award for Exemplary Service and in 2016 he was named a Companion of the Worship Arts (CWA).

Since 2014, André and his wife, Barbara, have resided in Waterloo where they tend a garden and welcome friends and family.

The Rev. Dr. Eileen Scully, Assistant Priest

Eileen Scully was baptized at St. John the Evangelist, confirmed, sang in the choir as an adolescent, and was married here. She then went off into some ecumenical wanderings and theological studies before returning to the parish recently as an honorary assistant. She has a PhD in Systematic Theology from St. Michael’s College, Toronto and taught for a time. 

Eileen works for the General Synod, the national body of The Anglican Church of Canada, as Director of Faith, Worship, and Ministry, keeping office space at St John’s for that work during the week. She works principally in liturgical development, helping to create resources for worship, including new liturgical texts, and connects with Anglicans across the country in networks to support ministry and Christian formation. 

Eileen was ordained deacon in 2009 and priested in 2010.

The Rev. Scott McLeod

Scott is the Chaplain at Renison College at the University of Waterloo. He was ordained and started working in parish ministry in the Anglican Church in 2005 on the West Coast of Canada in Victoria, BC, in the Diocese of BC. After completing a curacy and serving in a few parishes as rector, part of a team ministry and as associate at the Cathedral, Scott and his family moved to Niagara. He continued in parish ministry and served as associate priest for seven years at St. George’s in St. Catharines, before moving to Kitchener and starting at Renison in February 2022.

Scott studied Theology at the Vancouver School of Theology in Vancouver, BC, and before that did his undergraduate studies in Toronto at UofT completing a Bachelor of Music, Performance degree specializing in Jazz music.

The Ven. Ken Cardwell, Assistant Priest

As an Honorary Assistant Ken assists with worship services and preaches on occasion.

Ken is a graduate of Hamilton Teachers’ College, McMaster University, and Huron College. Ken retired in 2003 after 34 years as a parish priest in the Dioceses of Niagara, Keewatin and Moosonee. He also served as Archdeacon of Brock. For ten years after retirement Ken served in a number of Interim Ministry positions for parishes in transition. Ken and his wife Sarah moved to Kitchener in 2013.

The Reverend James Brown, Assistant Priest

As an Honorary Assistant, James preaches and presides occasionally at worship, and chairs the Stewardship Working Group. During the six months of Preston’s sabbatical in 2024, he served as Deputy Rector.

Ordained in the Evangelical Lutheran Church in Canada in 1991, James served Lutheran parishes in Stratford and Waterloo until his retirement in 2015. As part of a summer exchange with the Rev. Glenn Chestnutt, he was licensed by the West Paisley Presbytery and the Church of Scotland to serve the congregation of St. John’s, Gourock, UK from 2010-2016. In 2019-2020, he served as Interim Priest-in-Charge of St. Columba Anglican Church, Waterloo.

A lifelong, self-confessed ecumaniac, James is Chair of the Steering Committee of Christians Together Waterloo Region (successor organization to the Kitchener-Waterloo Council of Churches). For 27 years, he served as an on-call chaplain at Grand River Hospital, now named Waterloo Regional Health Network @ Midtown.

James’ first career was also in the Church. For 25 years he was organist or director of music for churches in London, St. Thomas, Brantford, and Kitchener.

James and his wife, Paula, live in Baden, Ontario.

Autumn Debassige, Parish Administrator

Autumn Debassige has served as St. John’s Parish Administrator since 2023, bringing years of service-oriented and management experience to this important role. Aside from her administrative duties for us, Autumn is a professional mezzo-soprano soloist and alto chorister. Visit her website to learn more!)

Angus Sinclair, Director of Music

Angus Sinclair was appointed Director of Music of St. John the Evangelist on February 1, 2023. Having graduated in 1981 (Honours B.Mus.) in organ performance from Wilfrid Laurier University, he went on to distinguish himself as a church musician, recitalist and accompanist touring in both Canada and the UK. For over 40 years Angus has served parishes and congregations throughout Southwestern Ontario as director of music. He experiences his present appointment to St. John’s as a welcome homecoming, both spiritually and musically.

At St. John’s, Angus is able to indulge his love for Anglican liturgy and the Anglican choral tradition by directing our dedicated choir in preparing service music and masterworks from St. John’s extensive choral library. Angus’s own repertoire of organ music allows him to enrich worship at St. John’s with countless voluntaries spanning centuries of the church music tradition. Angus has also composed music in several different genres, and is an accomplished improviser.

As our parish musician, he provides both support and leadership so that a variety of parish programs can find musical expression and attract participation. When our handbell choir is in season, he is one of our ringers. At parish dinners, he provides popular piano music for the guests to dine by. For both worship services and concerts, he will rehearse and accompany vocal and instrumental soloists from our congregation on piano, organ, or even accordion.

Audiences throughout Canada recognize Angus as the accompanist for The Three Cantors whose concerts and CDs raised over $1 million between 1997 to 2016 for the Huron Hunger Fund/Primate’s World Relief and Development Fund, now named Alongside Hope. For their outstanding service to the Church, Angus and The Three Cantors (William Cliff, David Pickett, and Peter Wall) each received Honorary Senior Fellowships from Renison College (UW) and Honorary Doctor of Divinity (DD) degrees from Huron University College (Western University).

Beyond St. John’s, Angus frequently accompanies mezzo-soprano Autumn Debassige in concert, and on the fourth Sunday of each month (September through June), he serves as the duty organist at Evensong for the Choir of St. George’s Anglican Church, London, Andrew Keegan Mackriell, Conductor. Two or three times a year, Angus is the assisting organist for concerts given by the Parry Sound Choral Collective, William McArton, Conductor.

In collaboration with our rector, Angus is responsible for the design of worship at St. John’s. His duties include programming music, service playing for regular liturgies and occasional services, and directing our choir, in addition to working with a variety of soloists, instrumentalists and ensembles.

The Rev. Canon Preston Parsons, PhD, Rector

After working in youth and camping ministry in Winnipeg and Northwestern Ontario, Preston began his training for the priesthood in Berkeley California in 2001. Following his ordinations in 2004 and 2005, Preston served as a hospital chaplain in Sacramento, California; not long after, he was appointed to St. Mary Magdalene, a multi-cultural parish in the south end of Winnipeg.

In 2012, Preston moved to England, where he pursued a PhD in Christian Theology at the University of Cambridge, while serving as Priest Vicar at St. John’s College, and Director of Studies at Westminster College.

Preston moved to Waterloo in 2017 with his wife, Karen Sunabacka, who took a position as Associate Professor of Music at Conrad Grebel University College.